I’m tryin not to lay in waste by the march Of my brother Holding tight to the edge of my life bein’ taken By another These days Deep graves Are so appealing x4 There’s two wolves sleeping in my mind Laying like dead fish Waiting for a shooting star to burn away their hides I can’t see no other way How can I know which to starve when they both turn grey These days Deep graves Are so appealing x2 The sun is stealin my time Natural But the only thing I wanna do now is stay cold The sun is stealin my time Natural The sun is stealin my time Natural But the only thing I wanna do now is stay cold These days Deep graves Are so appealing x2 The sun is stealin my time Natural But the only thing I wanna do now is stay cold

I’ve been losing touch For what seems like too long And I can’t help it if I think so And I think I’m just not as strong Oh, I can’t afford it Yeah baby I just want a fortune x4 And is it so wrong To want more when I feel broken Seems nothing can go right And my choices are mistaken So I’ll take what I can get And we won’t wait for tomorrow Gonna start living my life When I can finally buy it I want the money in the basket, come on I want some dope Q gadgets, come on I want a thick warm jacket, come on I want some food, come on I been waiting in the wings Got my arms spread out Catch me looking for the finer things Like paying off my debts Pay for Mom, Dad, Sis and Chase Leasing on the pets Buy my friends outta work Buy a house as a perk Stay free, no fee Just do some handiwork Dishes clean, set a scene Don’tya worry bout the green It’s all good Let’s live Figure out happy Oh, I can’t afford it Yeah baby I just want a fortune x4 And is it so wrong To want more when I feel broken Seems nothing can go right And my choices are mistaken So I’ll take what I can get And we won’t wait for tomorrow Gonna start living my life When I can finally buy it

There’s blood in the sewer Where all the leeches come to pray Holy fodder Bloodlet me help me help you You don’t need all your veins But you need a brother All the heavy laughs All the grinning cracks They all look the same to me No break for solace You can’t let your guard down for a second here This wasteland’s lawless I’m pushed under the waves I’m pushed under the waves I don’t need help Killing myself x4 I’m biting every hand that comes my way Unconscious obsession to self decay Static nomad anchored at bay Arranging the thorns on every rose bouquet Second hand, second guess 7th inning far too sore to stretch Seven sins in a naive mess with Fervent dreams of being second best I swim under the waves I swim under the waves I don’t need help Killing myself x8

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Hopping out the front seat Candy spilling through the door like an Aaron Carter meet-n-greet Sour Mike n Ikes got my mouth shredded Guess that’s karma Find a cure on Reddit Teeth are feelin sensitive Eating food tentative Biting on that dick Reeling back from the shock I get This heat is nothin but negative But I can’t stop chillin like a sedative I want everyone to bounce tonight Mind the weight limit in this house tonight Filled with hot air this is dynamite This bug is electric, Magnemic I want goggles with tints get out my sight Pump Reeboks I need the height 1, 2, round 3 I’m out the fight Down cold barker bigger badder than my bite Just another wasteland Buffet in the waistband Countin inches from the spray tan Snipin snacks like FaZe Clan Another day another dollar Pretzelmaker make em holler Got the hook up with Crocs Call me a gator maller baller I want everyone to cry tonight Flood the dance floor with tears tonight Light some incense like an acolyte Throw your hands up like Mackle might Talk about your feelings then twerk it right Work through trauma that’s my biz alright Drinking things lookin like kryptonite Everybody sleeping in the crypt tonight Can’t find my car Where did I park Can you help me Look around please Or drive me home Gonna miss my show I want everyone to look around I dropped my wallet somewhere on the ground It’s got Sonic on it not too profound Just be sure to call if it’s ever found Don’t judge me for what I like The Sonic comics are super tight I like the character that’s not a slight Even when he’s trash in Smash to fight Cargo shorts are coming back nobody can stop them my passion is fashion and you will all love these things they got so many pockets you will cower to the cargo power

Oh wrath I thought I knew ya But you really did a number on me this time Thought I saw the shot go through ya Cocked your head and asked if I was blind Wish I didn’t like to be possessed Fuel to keep me moving like a machine Tearing bridges down without rest Burning curtains just to cause a scene I want the control But nothing ever seems to go as a planned I stop and go Hedonist emotion wasteland Carve Me to your like Save My wasted breath Drag along the turnpike Shallow water out of your depth Stand up for resignation to the evil that consumes us all Nothing has been held sacred everything can rise but it will fall We’re just so tired of the work frustration default state of mind Release from our own captors comes with only death by design I just want peace But we all want what we can’t find Sinkin too deep I’ve lost the heart inside my mind x2 I want the control But nothing ever seems to go as a planned I stop and go Hedonist emotion wasteland Carve Me to your like Save My wasted breath Drag along the turnpike Shallow water out of your depth

Hobble in with heavy breath Smoke drags drifting out the depths Wet from licking sweat and drool Slobber fueling the cesspool Throwing cash like stale bread Hoarding pride and steaming red Snorting, shrieking little bears Couldn’t find a thought to care It’s time again to start over again Multiply like flies the cycle never ends Let me break, my legs are just too sore to bend It’s time again to start over again Veins are cracked with bone dry blood Straining movement through the mud Living body, comatose mind Stalling years by spending time Days have lost their meaning Peace is so fleeting How did it all come to this There’s so much that I miss It’s time again to start over again Multiply like flies the cycle never ends Let me break, my legs are just too sore to bend It’s time again to start over again Trapped in comfort I have fallen low Cages made of marble mistletoes I’ve worked, my dream, away Sand is gently trickling through my fist I can’t bear to find what’s in the mist I let, my eyes, stay close Motivation fadin Keep my head sedated Nothing ever goes wrong Feel the static numbing Aged far past running Slumber as the day is long I shed too much blood down the drain I’m the ghost of what is yet to come Writhing in the web that I have spun I worked, too hard, for this Will the children ever tell my tale Proud of who’sit that stuck to the rails I worked, too hard, for this

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I passed by your spot Always watching my step, you never fail to walk through my thoughts It sounds so cliche But I’ve grown so much older, and you still haven’t aged a day It’s dumb to think That some old dog could have such an effect on me But there I was Struggling to hold myself together from those painful thoughts And I get no relief Being absent 400 miles from when you found peace And though I’m late to confide I’m glad I can finally say Goodbye Hours would pass away Running up and down the stairs, through neighborhoods and sewer drains Indulging me in my stupid handshake Chase and I would play pranks, but you’d sleep at the edge of our beds anyway I wish I was there To help dig that hole, to hug my mother, it’s so unfair And I get no relief Being absent 400 miles from when you found peace And though I’m late to confide I’m glad I can finally say Goodbye

Respirate the water to her lungs Cause she needs some You’re the smart one Righteousness just like your love is blind We’re just so dumb You’re just too kind Valiant the knight stuck it through Gave it all too Save scar tissue All the ones in need now please rise They’ll be there in 2-3 months Someone get em a prize Feel the weight Feel the weight Let it sink Let it take Curse your hands To the ground Eternal shackles drag you down Gasp for air Hold your breath Wade through all the tears you’ve wept An ocean made from croco cries You’d still never be satisfied Staple all her fears onto her back Trails rain through Maze of issues You’re the monster lying in the dark Manifesting Phobias resting Giving her anxieties a face Gummed up smiling Opaque biding Hope you’re happy with that last duet Curtains closed now Don’t you ever come back Run, rocket run Run, rocket run Count it down Count it down All the times you’ve lied till now If you cut that across your head Still wouldn’t hear a word you said Carry on How you’ve been Enjoy what you have while you can I don’t need to throw a stone You’ll just ruin it on your own Take back all the cuts on her wrist Sewn ascending Trail unending I can’t bear the bandage across her neck Anxious tending Seems impending Don’t leave any tracks your steps are light Lose the baggage Stale and ravaged Buried in the snow no guiding star I believe in her We don’t need your car Apprehend the trust that I put forth Growing wiser Practiced miser How did you look when I turned away Was a mask on Looked down upon How can I take what I gave to you Insecurities Laughing fury Guess nothing I said had much sway Complex as Chon Sold as pawn Slink away Slink away Blame everything but your faith We were here to see it through Henna isn’t a tattoo Hide your eyes Cry for wolf Back to other seeds you sowed Never done diversify No one will forget their ties Bite the tongue of stories with no end No resolve now Creases and bends Understand the walls that you passed by Wondering how Asked myself why Who are you make me ask who I am Like I found one A close friend Guess it lasted long as her reach Now you’re all done Without a word of speech Feel the weight Feel the weight Let it sink Let it take Curse your hands To the ground Eternal shackles drag you down Gasp for air Hold your breath Wade through all the tears we’ve wept A leisure pool of all our cries You will never be satisfied

I finally found myself under the sun Burnt to ashes but I don’t feel like I need to run This incineration is nothing new Just like everything else it’s something to do Push to advance I’m just trying to keep it together Shaking the shears 3 inches from hugging the tether Shoveling everything I have the power to lose But the fire is rising and it’s getting so much harder to choose But I guess it doesn’t matter x4 Thrash The chimera That was built Through all my life Fly The steel harpoon Into the fat And take a bite x~3 But I guess it doesn't matter x8